Thursday, September 28, 2006
hello! im in the lib now! haha doing the extremely fun chem mcq on blackboard. lol. i tried doing the cehm 2003 paper. it sucks like shit! if the paper this yr is anything like that im gonna have to spend my hols studying for r paper. argh. we had gp and chem spa skill a ytd! chem was ok but gp was scary. quite bad. haha but it was quite funny because somehow i finished super early for the spa and the gp compo. i had half an hr to spare for the essay! i kept reading thru to see if i missed out a gigantic time consuming part or sth but i cldnt spot anything. actually i seldom can spot mistakes during the exam. its after the paper den i realise the silly mistakes i made which shld have been so obvious. haiz. aunyway i really hope that the chem paper is not like e 2003 one. haha.
anyway enough abt irritating stuff. haha. ytd i was taking a super crowded bus home. whats new man. im used to being squashed like a sardine or sth on the bus alreadi. haha but there was this couple on the bus ytd and they were standing in the corner where theres place to stand and taking pictures with their camera phones. i was like WHAT THE HELL! you're on a crowded bus that jerks every two metres and all the passenger around u are clinging on to the bars for their dear lives and u can take pictures?! they must have really good balance man. haha. but actually i saw the girl banging into the guy a few times when she lost her balance. haha. but i dont understand why couples like to take pictures so much. what do they do with the pics?! post them on their blog?! heres a picture of me and my boyfriend on the bus, heres a picture of me and my boyfriend on the mrt, heres a picture of me and my boyfriend at orchard?! nice. haha. maybe when their friends ask them what they do on their dates they can say i took pictures with my boyfriend! and their friends will go i wish i had a boyfriend to take pictures with me too :( lol. ok la shall stop making fun of people. maybe taking pictures with your boyfriend is really fun. haha to each his own man.
ok im off.
a star fell from the sky;
1:37 PM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
hello! im in the com lab today. lol. i really shld be studying but oh well. haha. im looking for the pirates of the caribbean piano score! haha but i cant find it. :( nvm i'll keep looking. yayy this week is study break week. so what am i doing in school? haha mugging of course. with caroline and sihua. why would i want to come all the way to school to mug? coz i cant mug at home of course. with all the distractions i wont get any work done at all. not like im getting alot of work done in school. haha. ok. its freezing here. im off. back to mugging. have fun mugging everybody! gambate!
a star fell from the sky;
12:31 PM
Friday, September 15, 2006
hello! im happy happy today. this has been a good week :)
hmm. have been in a pretty good mood this week and havent had any super sian days. and i like going home with eunice! haha its fun :) and i havent been late at all this week. gasps. new record! and ytd my frandy said hi to me :) oh yeah frandys a new word we invented. haha. for someone whos not really an eyecandy but somehow u just wanna be friends. lol. and today is a good day. haha. a good day for pw! makes me happy when our pw is going well. really happy. hahahaha.
but this week hasnt been a good week for mugging. every night i fall asleep at my table but nothing gets into my brain! oh no! haha. nvm. will contd to work hard! if you cant think of a good reason to work hard for promos, think abt this. if you dont get promoted, you have to do pw all over again next yr! thats good enough motivation for me to work my butt off man! haha ok im off now. jiayou everybody!
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8:33 PM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
my last post was kinda sad. i never knew i cld be so touching. haha. yayy but im happy today!
went to j8 to pick up some stuff today. walked ard for like forever and spent a super long time looking at birthday cards. i think i've looked at every single birthday card there is in the whole j8. haha. but i didnt manage to find the perfect one :( anyway i spent so much time in j8 that i was late for dental! i was like half an hr late and den i had to wait another half an hr for my turn to come :( but i didnt mind coz there were interesting magazines lying ard :) and i saw my dentist for all of like 5 mins? she just did some tweaking to my retainers and reminded me to wear them all the time. my teeth super pain now can!
went to thomson plaza after that to continue looking for birthday cards. i finally found a close to perfect one at popular :) not perfect but close to perfect. thats good enough for me. haha. den i decided to walk home coz i was lazy to cross the overhead bridge. and it just had to start raining on me. when i have no umbrella. all the times i bring my umbrella out it doesnt rain but once i leave it at home it just has to rain. especially when theres no shelter nearby except for the temple with all the old men. i rather get drenched den go hide inside with them please. anyway i made it back in the end without getting too wet. thats like the 20th time in 2 weeks that ive got wet in the rain? thanks.
after that went home to change and have dinner. den i went to play tennis with my dad. he makes me feel damn lousy at tennis can! i thought i improved after all those early morning pe lessons but when i play with him i feel like the improvement [if there is any] is very very very slight. i can barely return the balls he hit to me can. and they are easy balls! but my serving has improved alot. all those lessons did teach me something after all. i can serve into the small box now :)
we have to go gleneagles tmr. to see my grandma. haiz. i dont like going to hospitals. i keep thinking there are alot of dead people ard. it is a hospital afterall. haiz. mama's having operation tmr! and the operation is just so that she can eat. it doesnt stop the cancer from spreading at all. so they say she has max one more yr. if [and thats a gigantic if] she makes it through the op tmr ok. but actually the surgeon said its quite a big risk to let her go for the op coz she isnt exactly in the best condition for an op now. hello shes 80 plus? anyway when will anyone ever be in a good condition for having an operation!? i really really really hope that tmrs not going to be the last time i see her. i still havent learnt to speak cantonese so i can talk to her yet! please dont go now! haiz. well i suppose you cant change things like that. ok im off.
Good Riddance [Time Of Your Life]
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist
And directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question,
But a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable,
But in the end it's right,
I hope you have the time of your life
So take the photographs,
And still frames in your mind,
Hang it on a shelf in good health
And good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth, it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable,
But in the end its right,
I hope you have the time of your life
Its something unpredictable
but in the end its right
i hope you have the time of your life
Its something unpredictable
but in the end its right
i hope you have the time of your lifecan i just say that green day rocks my socks?
a star fell from the sky;
11:55 PM
Friday, September 01, 2006
hello. im feeling kinda sad. ok not really sad. i miss those days in sn! went back ytd for teachers day and we had alot of fun. and it reminded me of alot of things that i tried so hard to forget. not because i want to forget it but because it hurts less if you dont think about it. i miss so many many things about the school and although e faces in e pinafores look rather alien to me now the place still brings back so so so many memories. and in the morning anghong told me about his friend who committed suicide and it just struck me how things can change so fast and so unexpectedly. and so permanently.
meeting all the 4d people again reminds me of all the good times we had together the last two years. seeing elizabeth and aixin reminds me of all the recesses we spent tgt, with manchi too. seeing chem family again reminds me of all the nice times we had in chem remedial, going out and stuff. and it reminds me of our one member now missing in action. haiz. even the place itself reminds me of so many things. the familiar singing bells, the music that the pianos create that rings thoughout the school. the noise and chatter of many many girls. the orange bowl uncle! he looks so much older now! haha. and the canteen looks a little different now with the different coloured tables. and i heard the staff rooms changed a little but i didnt get a chance to go look at it. seeing all these things that have changed only slightly tells me how much we all have changed and grown ever since we left. it really struck me how things have changed like forever and we can never go back to those times we had tgt no matter how fun it was. and really, theres nothing we can do but look forward. and i realise that i didnt treasure, didnt cherish those days when i had them and now that their over i learn how blessed they really were. well i suppose we cant stay forever protected in st nicks, can we? so well one day we really just have to step out and realise that its over. even if we are so reluctant to go that the teachers have to push us out.
anyway i had fun ytd. i've never felt so free to talk for a long time. and i realised how ive been thinking over my words, chewing them with my brain before i actually say it in vj. ive not felt so spontaneous for a long time. and so free to speak too. haha maybe its coz we know each other well enough to know when jokes are jokes and they wont hurt anyones feelings [i hope]. and maybe its coz theres no other vj people there so...haha. some of the things we said were so familiar i miss saying them! especially during the gossip session that became a laugh at joanne session. haha. i miss that way we talk too! the way we just link everything tgt and the sacarsm too! havent heard it for a super long time and it feels damn nice just being a part of that kinda conversation that i haven had for so super long. maybe vj people are just too different from st nicks people. well different not necessarily in a bad way. haha anyway lets meet up again soon my dears. and lets go watch movie! love you guys! take care k. and lets help joanne spread her chiobu scandal!
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7:07 PM
